TGIF!

I woke up Miss Cranky Pants this morning because it was early for me. I really didn't want to go to the Reflexology place in Dublin because I'm highly ticklish on my feet & yenno reflexology is that therapy where they heal ur shit by massaging certain areas on your foot. Haha. We finally got there & when I was having mine done it was soooooo relaxing. It took awhile for me to get used to my feet being touched but eventually it was fine. When I hadda lie on my stomach I felt like I was going to fall asleep. Haha. It felt hellla good. Almost fell asleep. Sigh* Then we went to this place called Koi Garden. It was helllla good. It's a friday so no meat. It's hard cuz no meat & no rice. -__- That hella sucks. Haha. It felt nice to be with my family & just chill. I miss them too. Lol. We had this good ass tarot bean thing. It was hella good. After that we went to Stoneridge cuz my sister wanted to get her eyebrows threaded. Then back home. Chilled real quick and then I drove my sister, mom & sister's fiance to Alameda for my sister's tooth thing. She had her wisdom teeth taken out. ALL 4 OF THEM! I needa do mine soon because the receptionist said it's about time I get it done.. Once I got home I hadda leave to go to Hercules. Everyone was cooking all the food for tonight. I picked up my cousin and now I'm here. I'm tired from today. But it was worth it. (= Tomorrow is the picnic & I am juiced! Yay! Lol. Finally gettta see my boyfriend. Last time I saw him was on Tuesday )= Hahah.

-Mish

Bukas Na Lang Kita Mamahalin

I was watchin' that tagalog movie today because I found it when I was cleaning my room. It also has my favorite filipino actor Diether Ocampo in it (= Hehe. That movie kinda reminds me of how me & him are. Haha. Like the laughs & stuff and also some of the petty fights. Haha. It was interesting. I couldn't finish the movie tho cuz it's bootleg & it cut off... >< Just when it was getting gooood too. Maybe I should get the real movie when I get a job. Haha. (=

Anyways, today was the core meeting for PASA at school. It was boring and I felt like it lasted forever when we were talking about PCN. Shiiit. Irritating... Hahha. Emmie's dog bit me tho -__- It hurt. Hahaha. We got flyers and presales for the club. Who am I gunn sell these tickets too? Haha. I cut out so that I could go home and eat dinner with my family. They've been complaining that I'm never home so I've been coming home when I didn't really need to be out. Even though I realllly wanted to. Lol. I cleaned my room some more like I said before. I found old ass pictures... Esp. from my trip to Texas for DECA stuff. I even have old rose petals... its a bitch to clean up when it dries & starts to flake off... Gotta vacuum.

Oh so tomorrow I have to wake up early (technically today) to go somewhere with my mom and my sisters. I personally don't WANT to go... ERGH. I'd much rather sleeep. Haha. But whateverr

Good night, I'm bouta talk to my cousin then knock out.
-Mish

Conversations.

I'm talking to my best friend BRIAN on aim right. Everytime I talk to him he puts things in perspective for me. Even for only like 5 minutes. I told him about something and then he was like that person had to have done something to make her start crushin'. THAT GOT ME HELLA THINKIN'. Maybe it was a misinterpretation of actions? So much is going on in my head though. But in the end, I know what I want and I know who I love. (=

I love my babyyy. He's sleeeping early because he has a field trip at work tomorrow. Hehe.

Anyways, talkin to my best friend made me think about high schoool. I miss it back then. I feel like I've drifted apart from everyone I was once close with. But I know that with one call or text that they'll be there to help me out.

Eye Candy:

my 18th birthday (= My HOLICS! (=

Flower in my hair!

Kick it at Momo's. It was crackiiiiin.

Booomers (=

-Mish

Heart shaped pancakes.

I fell asleep at 6am yesterday (since it is Sunday today) I hella wanted to stay up for the sunrise because you know it was already morning but I gave in to sleeep. Haha. I was in bed until I felt like I was hungry and so I went downstairs. I expected no food but there it was, HEART SHAPED PANCAKES! (= Yummy right? With Canadian Maple Syrup. I love pancakes. Haha. I think the pancakes were cute & I love unexpected cute breakfasts. When I asked my sister why she made pancakes she was like "I've been meaning to make pancakes for awhile." Haha. There were also bird shaped ones but I thought those were just the fucked up heart ones. Cuz you know there are always some that get messed up. I ate dinner with my family and it was koo. I do miss having dinner with them. Maybe I should make it that when I'm out, I make sure to eat dinner with them? Haha. Who knows? Haha. Jason comes over and we watch the beginning of Grease, A Haunting (scary show about real paranormal stuff that people go through on channel 24), the end of Grease and then Step Up. I got hungry & I made him a sunny side up egg sandwich. I made myself a supposed to be sunny side up egg sandwich that got fucked up. It was good. With a side of Sunny D (= Hahah.

Eye Candy:

Maple syrup & honeeey

-Mish

273 DAYS SINCE.

HAPPY 9 BABE! (= I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH.

So, I win because Jason said it has been 270 days since we have been together, but I corrected him & said it was 273. Haha. He hadda check on his phone and "calculate" it. Haha. I was right. Don't ask how I know. Lol.

Anyways, I went to Jason's at like 5pm so that we could just chill before dinner. We ended up watching Tropic Thunder. I like that movie. It's hella funny. Hehe. We went to Rigatoni's to eat. I love love loveeee pasta haha. & garlic bread. Lol. We went to Maggie Moo's because I was craving ice cream. I was lookin' in their fridge & they have ice cream cupcakes! Omg. I want some of those. Then we just went back to his house & started singing to each other & making up songs. Haha. Cute. Haha.

Eye Candy:

Melted Maggie Mooo's. It doesn't look good but it was haha.

Jason's armpit hair! Haha.

-Mish

Late blog, but Happy 9 Months!

It is 1:05am and I'm on SPRING BREAK! Yay! I just finished my paper for KPE and freakin' blackboard is down until 2:30am. I'll most likely be awake still so I'll wait too turn it in then... But I have hella time to do it. I hate writing essays sometimes. Especially last minute essays. But I tend to do better on the ones that I do last minute. Lol.

Finals sucked ass. Finals were Biology & Chemistry. I got to my chemistry midterm kinda late & she PERSONALLY sat me like in the first 3 rows. Haha. It was a hard test tho. I needa step it up tho. Haha. It'll be fine. I'ma be optimistic. Nex' quarter (hopefully) it'll be better. I want it to be better. Plus, PCN is coming up. It'll be a fun process. I basically met Jason because of PCN. Hehe.

Speaking of Jason, Happy 9 Months! (= Hehe. Sounds like a grip of months huh? It is but damn, every day brings something new to look forward to or get used to. He's not only my boyfriend, but he's my best friend. The one that makes me laugh like no other & will try to keep me from crying. He's the best. Can't wait til we celebrate it later (=

"No matter what happens, I'm glad I went to the beach with you."

- Jason, while watching Transformers ♥

-Mish

Finals.

I hate finals week. Haha. I have 2 finals, one for Biology & one for Chemistry... Sigh* I know what to study for when I got to study for Chem but I have nooo clue about Bio... I also have a paper to write for KPE. I'm getting nervous. Maybe I should go study somewhere quiet other than my house? DAMNIT.

Haha. (=

-Mish

Spending the day with my ONE & ONLY.

I got a call from Jason around like 430pm asking where I was. I was supposed to be at his house around 4 but I was hella laggin & plus I kept checkin on my momma. (= Once I got to his neighborhood he was playing ball but I picked him up & drove to his house. Then, I waited for him to take a shower since he was stinky from playing. We headed up to Southland Mall cuz he wanted to buy these one pair of shoes.. He didn't find it but he ended up ordering this other pair of shoes that were AKO colors (= I like them. We went into every single shoe store there was... But I waited patiently & even saw some really cute shoes. Haha. We end up going to Phaily's work & Yay she was actually there. So we waited for her to be on her break & we both went to Forever 21 together. Once I step into Forever 21 I get tackled by none other then my BEST FRIEND FOR ALWAYS, Charlemea Dreu Alhambra (= It was the best and it was so unexpected. Hehe. She was there with her family. So eventually she had to go & I took forever trying to look for what to get. So I just got this shirt dress thing thats turquiose and white sunglasses. Hehe. I got in line and Jason all of a sudden takes his wallet out & pays. I was hella gunn' pay for my stuff. But THANKS HONEYY. After that, we went to go eat some Pho at this place on A Street. It's pretty nice inside that place and I got soooooo full. For once I paid for the meal. I always feel bad when he pays but this time I had enough money for the both of us... Hehe. We end up going to Target to buy some movies. He got The Notebook, Pineapple Express, The Forbidden Kingdom, Tropic Thunder and 8 Mile. He also got himself a mini fridge for his room. I even saw Maria (= My favorite Target employee. Hehe. So we went back to his house. I helped him fix his mini fridge. He says I'm helllla strong. Hahah. After we got it situated he reads the manual. FHL. Haha. He goes to get a whole bunch of Sprite to put in it. We watched The Forbidden Kingdom. I hadda watch it again cuz I didn't know what was going on. And now I'm here typing this. Haha. I had a great day. Now I gotta go to sleep cuz I'ma wake up early to cleeean my room before my AKO mtg...

Shouts:
- Char Alhambra
- Phaily SUPERthong
- Maria Bandoma
- Jasonbabyyy
- All those blogggerrs

Eye Candy:

On my 18th birthday. (= Brought it backkkkkkk one time.

-Mish

Little Rascals.

I talked to my cousin last night for like almost 2 or 3 hours. I was just telling her about my frustrations and all that. She knows exactly where I'm coming from so it's good to know that someone ELSE knows how I've been feeling. I woke up this morning and I had soo much on my mind. But I just sucked it up and did what I hadda do. I made sure my mom was ok and then I got ready. I'm supposed to leave soon to go out. I will in a little bit. Sigh*

I watched "Little Rascals" this morning. It hella made my day because all they had to worry about was bullies and winning the race and all that stuff. It was cute. && I still love the part where Alfalfa takes Darla on a lil boat ride. HOW SWEET. I wanna do that, as long as there are no ducks in the water... HAHAHA

-Mish

Whatta Thursday.

I was late to my Chemistry class but whatever... I didn't really pay much attention because my mind was on something else. After class, I waited for Jason and then I guess we headed down to Naked Fish. After that, we headed back to school. Jason & I went to the Theatre and we were hella talking. I love how he knows what to say that will make things feel so much better. He's like my reassurance. Is that even a word? I called my dad and I found out that he was goin' to go home. So I decided not to go to PCN class. It was callbacks but I'd rather be with my family. So I just went home and rode with my dad to the hospital to visit my mom... That's all I'ma say.

I'm pretty tired. McDonalds around 10pm can do that to someone. Hahah.
Good night world.

SHOUTOUT TO MY BETA CHAPTER SISTERSS! (=
-Mish

Little things.

I'm the type of person that thinks that the little things count. A simple hi. A little smile. A tiny peck on the cheek. Or just a lil bit of holding hands. You know that sorta thing. Soo, if that counts, should the small things that irritate me count too? I shouldn't let it but damn... Sometimes it's a bit hard... Sigh. & if I say it, it turns around and bites me in the ass. Wtf tho? You know I missed you this weekend and I even went to your game, you could have acknowledged me... Ahh, whatever. I'll see you tomorrow...

I kicked it with some of the new bros at Jason's game. It was pretty koo. I feel comfortable with them, no awkward tension. Haha. Virgil was playing ball when he was hurting & his foot was hurting too. MY BAD! Haha.

Eye Candy:
Twin, Big Bro, Me, & Big Sis

AKO, Beta Chapter

-Mish

Congratulations!

To my 3 new sisters & my 10 new brothers! <3

How exciting.

-Mish

Pizza My Heart.

I swear that is the best thing to call a store. I love anything that has to do with hearts soooo it was greaat. My pizza had this weird cheese on it but minus that it was pretttttyy good (= I got some bonding time with my big sis. Yay since she's not going this weekend.

Anyways, today I studied with Janie & Ethel for my Chemistry midterm. I went to Jason's house and ate lunch. Then headed back to school for auditions. I ended up getting called back and I hadda audition for all three girl roles, when I only wanted to audition for Lori. Haha. Left to go to Jason's so we could head to San Jose. I discovered that my dad likes to make me feel guilty... The beta bros get mad when they lose )= But it's all good. Of course, everyone likes to win but in the end whether you win or lose, it's the amount of fun you had and the effort you put into it! I have some good words of wisdom. Hahaha

Eye Candy:

My Christmas present from Jasonbabyy *

PCN class before Casting Callbacks.

My Big Bro wearing my number! 13.

Look at my Basketball playerrr (=

P.S. I am excited yet nervous for this weekend. It's like a bittersweet feeling. I hope that I get all my errands done tomorrow. Oh myy. I hope they didn't fuck up on my shit.

-Mish

"The spiritualization of senuality is called LOVE"

Isn't that some deeeeep ass shit? (= Mara was reading it to us in the library. I hadda write it down. Haha. So shoutout to miss MaraBoooo! Lol, Ethel was all like "Wtf is your English class teaching you." Hahaha funnny girl. I'm nervous. I'm scared. I'm freaking out. I can't study either. GAAAH. FML. When I feel like shit "fmylife.com" is a great pick me up, even tho Jason said some of it reminds him of us -_-" Haha. I tried to be productive today. I was helping Ethel study some chemistry. Lol. It's interesting because sometimes I zone out in the class but I can teach others about it... Haha. I needa study 2 chapters. Omgggg. Hahaha. I hope that the study session tomorrow morning will help out. Still freaking out, still stressed, still scared. still nervous. & it's almost 9:30!!!

-Mish

Happpy birthday Slutty Deee! (=

I love you, you whore! Haha. Hella on that 20 years of age hype now.

Anyways, this morning it was dumbassssss raining. I hate driving in the rain. I get really paranoid haha. Ethel, Janie & I did the lab right for a CHANGE and we got to leave class early because we did the lab report, checked out our locker && filled out the evaluation. No more goin' to class at 9am on Tuesdays! YAY! Haha. Ended up goin' to the New Union and saw Marcos there! Hehe. I love the talks we have. Random & simple, but ALWAYS entertaining! Haha. Class came and damn, I have a test tomorrow. It's ok. I'll just pull an all nighter... *Sigh. Lol. We took my car to the Pho place by Tap Ex in Union City. Babe drove (= Haha. I'm glad he did. I love Pho. OMG! It's a good thing they didn't want to eat sushi because I can't do that. Haha. I wish I could make an exception. )= Went back on campus for auditions. I really want to play Lori but I think this other girl is goin' to get it... *Double Sigh. Lol. It's ok though. I'm PCN Coordinator already. So yeah. Haha. After, this lady was playing songs on the piano & I just had to singgg! Haha. I hella forgot what song it was but I got hella into it. Haha. We went to the bookstore to buy snacks but all i got was an Arizona (No chips for me). Then chilled in the library til the Tinikling workshop. It was funnn! I think I finally got the sway balances! Yay! Haha.

Finallyyyy home. Yes. I love my room, my bed & my many blankets and pillows. Haha. I'm bouta look over my lab for tomorrow. *Sigh. I hope its gunn' be the last day or something...

Eye Candyy:
My window from alllll the fckn' rain.

The coolest pens, ever! from my Lil Sis.

I love it! Cuz it has Jason & I's picture & it's 1:11pm.
I'd make a wish but it already came true.

-Mish

Carmel & Gilroy ♥

Today was pretty fun. Spent time with my family for the whole dayyyy & then my sisters at night. (= Hehe. It was koo. I woke up at like 6 to get ready and then we left by 7AM to go to Carmel. It was a pretty quick drive but then we got hungry so we ate the snacks that we got from Trader Joe's. It was pretty crackin'. Yummmm. Lol. I love going to church in Carmel. I dont really know why but I feel more religious. It's an old church too and that's what I really love about it. We browsed around the museum & the gift shop. My dad got me a necklace thing. It's really nice and simple, but I LOVE IT! (= After that we ate at Denny's. It was pretty crowded.. AND I HATED OUR SERVER!! Omg. She thought my sister wanted orange juice but she really ordered a chocolate milkshake. We shopped around for a while but it sucked cuz it was hellllllla raining. On the way back, family fell asleep, I got those shots but I won't post those here. LOL. I went to my meeting. It was ok... shoulda been better. Haha. Got to see my big sis tho! Yay! Lol. Anyways, we handled some MUCH NEEDED business. Aaaah. I'm sooo busy this weeek. Damn. I needa chill. Hahaha.

Here are PICTURES from today:
Carmel Mission Church

Snapped this before my nephew popped in.

My family and the church.

The stairs.

Solo.

Stone guardian angels.

I just thought it was cute.

The necklace I got.

My nephew's "smiley" face food.

Say hello to my mom.

Glasses I saw at Claires.

Teachin' my nephew to "walk the dog" with the yoyo

Rain rain ro away....

Confused?

Fun day (=

-Mish